Phewww....

Finally, i'm manage to breath after a week. huhuhu

Will update my blog soon. Too many stories to share but then i'm too busy.

Chow....

I Do

Thank you Lord. Sungguh aku tak sangka cepat sungguh masa berlalu. A year ago, on this day my heart beat faster as I walked down the aisle.

Walaupun aku amat gembira dan teruja setelah sah menjadi isteri Mr. Hubby tapi pada masa yang sama aku merasa sangat sedih dan sebak sebab aku teringatkan my late father. Tiba-tiba I can't control myself. Aku masih ingat lagi, selesai jer our wedding matrimony, aku menangis semahu-mahunya. How I wish dia ada masa tu, mesti my late father happy when he saw me.

Oh! melalutlah pulak aku ni.

Well, hari ni aku nak share a little bit story about life after marriage ni. Actually, kadang-kadang tu aku rasa peliklah juga. Some people ni memang betul-betul prihatin penyibuk jugaklah. Dulu before kawin orang selalu tanya bila nak kawin, bila dah kawin, their favourite question is bila nak ada anak? Nampak sangat keprihatinan dia orang tu kan? haa..haa..haa..haaa.. Walaubagaimanapun yang tu memang aku tak boleh jawab, anak itu adalah rezeki yang Tuhan bagi. Bila tu? Hanya Tuhan jer yang tahu. Betul tak?

Apart from that question, ada jugak certain people asking me about how's my life without my husband. Ialah, namanya pun dah kahwin tapi hidup masih jugak macam orang bujang. hee..heee..heee.. Some of them, bila dah tanya aku that question, you know what will they say? "If I lah macam you ni, I tak bolehlah hidup without my husband. Apa gunanya kahwin tapi sorang kat sini sorang kat sini?"

Yer, aku tahu bila dah jadi isteri haruslah hidup dengan suamikan. Lagipun takkanlah sebab dah kahwin mesti berkepit dengan suamikan. Sekarang ni marriage is not about sex semata-mata. But for me marriage is about honesty, being loyal, trusting each other. Even ada jugak some married couple duduk serumah tapi still tak percaya each other betul tak? But for me, itu terpulanglah kepada masing-masing.

And masalahnya sekarang ni, aku kerja kat Bintulu, suami aku pulak kerja kat KL nun. I'm not being selfish tapi disebabkan rezeki aku kat Bintulu ni so aku rasa tak ada masalah bagi aku untuk hidup berjauhan. Lagipun hidup berjauhan ni mengajar aku erti kesabaran dan bila berjauhan ni, yang paling penting adalah kepercayaan. Bila takde kepercayaan memanglah susah. Your husband dont' trust you and you pun tak trust your husband, macam mana tu?

Lagipun, aku bersyukur sangat-sangat sebab murah rezeki aku kat Bintulu ni. Walaupun berjauhan, tapi sebulan sekali aku memang akan visiting Mr. Hubby kat KL. Sambil visiting sambil shopping. hee..hee..heee... Nasib baiklah MAS sekarang pun murahkan kan kan? And, we're going to celebrate our anniversary next month sebabnya only next month i'm able to fly. Nak fly bulan ni? Mampus aku asyik cuti jer setiap bulan. Sudahlah cuti last month, so oklah tu berehat bulan ni kan so next month cuti lagi. hee..heee..

Well, itu sajalah omelan saya hari ini.

Dear Mr. Hubby, Happy Anniversary. And I love you much much much.

Marriage Life

Before marriage.
Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage.
Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage.
I die for you. . .
After marriage.
'You die, up to you. '
Lagi lama married.
You want to die? I help you!

Before marriage.
You go anywhere. . I follow you.
After marriage. .
You go anywhere. . up to you .
Lagi lama married.
I go anywhere, better go without you!!

Before wedding
you are my heart, you are my love'
After wedding
'you get on my nerves. '

Before wedding
'you are sweet and kind just like Cinderella'
After wedding
'you are worse than godzila'

Before wedding
Roses are red, violets are blue. Like it or not, I'm stuck with you
After wedding
Roses are dead, I am blue. You get on my head, I will sue you

Before wedding
Every makan he brings you to Shangri-La
After wedding
You want to go, he says you wait-la

Before wedding
She looks like Anita Sarawak
After wedding
Don't know whether katak or biawak.

And I thank to God, my marriage life is a blessing for both of us.

Quotes for the day

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

~ Unknown

Quotes

Mother Teresa's Thoughts on Life:

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

~ Mother Teresa

Family Gathering

Sorry all. Lama dah tak update blog kan? huhuhu Ialah, sakit M ni lama sangat melekat kat badan, tak sembuh-sembuh jugak. (",). Anyway, i'm going to share what is happening last month. Wah! Macam lama jer bunyikan. haa..haa..haaa

Well, last month kita orang adalah buat family gathering. Organize by my cousin. Actually, my cousin ada balik bercuti for 2 weeks. Aku pun dah lama tak jumpa my cousin ni, almost 2 years sebab dia jauh nun di Aberdeen. Aberdeen kat mana? Ha! Goggle lah sendiri.

Date : 18th - 19th July 2009
Venue : Similajau National Park, Bintulu

Here's some pictures. Btw, aku terlupalah nak edit gambar hostel where we stay tu. Cantik jugaklah hostel tu yang penting bersih. But don't expect 5 star lah kan namanya pun dah National Park yang pasti ala-ala kampunglah.

And lagi satu, aku mandi laut @ 6:30am with my sister. Gila kan kerja kita orang. Sanggup bangun awal gara-gara nak mandi laut. Tapikan memang bestlah mandi laut awal pagi ni, lagipun matahari baru jer nak naik memang cantik sangat-sangat. But after that, ha itulah padahnya. Balik rumah aku rasa lain macam, nak demam. haa..haa.haa. itulah padahnya.

The beach.

Damian having fun.


Run Damian run!!!

The blue sky.

The sand.

The sunset.

The next day, early in the morning @ 6:30am.

Sun rise.

The beach @ 6:30am.

p/s: Aku terlupa nak ambik gambar masa waktu malam. Kita orang buat BBQ malam tu. Memang bestlah. Herm... rasanya nak tunggu cousin balik bercuti than plan buat gathering lagi. Tapi bila tu? Cousin, bila ko nak cuti lagi neh??? hee..hee..heee

Moa Ari

Apu!!! balat mat ga jerebu ba menoa Bintulu for the past few days. Enti pansut keluar sigi berasai amat lain panas ari. Udah ga maioh aktiviti menung nyadi ba Bintulu tang ketegal jerebu kami sebilik nyau diau ba rumah aja enggai mindah. Legi percuma ga sakit. Nyau maioh macam ga penyakit kemaia ari diatu.

Tang yang peliknya kenu ko siko ari Menteri menoa Sarawak madah ke IPU ba menoa Sarawak agik di paras normal, tok di dinga aku ari berita Cat's Radio ukai jako aku empu. Nya meh aku heran. Maka ba Bintulu ditu nyau enda entu peda jalai enti nurun kerja pagi ari. Pagila meh aku mai camera ka ngambi gambar jerebu ari office. Sebedau tok tak clear amat ga meda utai ba luar tang dua tiga ari ke udah nyau baka ke meda asap aja ba luar. hee..hee..heeee

Baru ga aku dah mikir pasal jerebu, tup tup nyau nerima e-mail ga ari bala staff office ditu. Neh! keni ke tu deh? Nama tak lain di dinga ba radio deh?